I swear I know how to love

The truth is
it
saddens me to see
that

To see
people of
my past with
people of their
future

Perhaps I am stuck there

The truth is the
jealousy
consumes me
eats me
makes my heart pump
faster
my eyes
almost
tear

But I swear
I know how to love

I dont know
what its like to
love
perhaps thats my own fault
passing on
good ones
but
why settle

I am unsure
of
what is wrong with me
but
I swear
I swear I know how to love