I’m not here declaring my undying love for you.  
That feeling was long long gone.
I sought the kind of relationship you had promised
We would have before I ever knew if your words were true.

I miss us as I remember how it used to be.
I still hear your voice saying "it’s just a phase..."
And I’m still trying to believe you.
The beauty you felt for my smile must have
Faded from your eyes with each day.

I started looking for answers & for solutions
Towards things that were not broken.
I continue to put you first even though you'd made me last.

I wish I could've been enough.