I Have Relapsed So Many Times
Lied About My Sobriety All the Time.
Been to Many Programs.
My Life Sober
Is Difficult.
My Parents Don't trust Me
I Can't Go out on my own
I Can't be left alone
I can't go to regular school
I can't have friends
I have no more friends
I can't hold money
My Boyfriend & Folks
Always Doubt me.
I get accused of using when i hadn't done nothing.
I Feel So Alone
I Feel Trapped, i Don't Have Fun
Im Hardly ever happy.
People are always on my case
Im Always being reminded not to use
I have to work for my things
I Have to Work For Happiness
I have to build  relationships
I Became negative
I Deal with mood swings
I Deal With Temptation
I Get Sad Alot.
My Life is so plain & boring
I Have To catch up on alot
I Miss Crystal ****
It Makes Me Happy & Love Myself
It Makes Me Me Feel loved
Never makes me sad
Is always there for me
My quick fix to my problems
I Don't Deal with Anything
Its What i need, To Live My Life.
It Avoids me From b.s
It keeps me company all the time never has me feeling lonely.
I love Living Intoxicated.
But i Know its all
Illusions and bad for me
But i don't care.
Sorry.