" Your Life Will Be So Much and Get Better, You Will Feel Good, You Will Enjoy Things if You Drop Your Drugs." Im Sober, i Hate it. I Don't See Nothing Good About it. I Don't Feel Good, i See Nothing better. Everything just Got worse. Im Miserable, Sad, Depressed. Sometimes i Regret Quitting. When i Would Get High My Only Struggle Was To Not comedown. Now That im Sober i Deal With So Much ****. I Argue More Then When i Would use. I Have So many responsibilities I Stress So Much, get frustrated Im Not Happy At All I Don't Have Fun Etc To Me Being High is My Sober I Don't Care About Anything I Don't Deal With Anything I Feel Nothing Im In My own world that is wonderful. Better than my life now. Id Rather Be Addicted Than Clean. To Be Honest, i Hate the real world