Why did everything have to change Whenever you got out of my range Why did life take an unexpected turn When I will continue to fail to learn I wish life was the same as it once was My dull life finally in the constant buzz I was known for once in my loneliness Now it is just total and complete darkness I wish nothing changed the way it did I wish to not grow up and remain a kid Young and not much to even worry about Only getting yelled at for when I will pout I wish that you didn't have to stay away This pain lurks around and seems to stay And I wish to see you in person once more Then my confidence and hope may soar Now, I'm hopeless and in constant denial On how I couldn't make your time worthwhile Now I hope that you're happy over there While I'm struggling to find half of my pair