Dec 2014
I dreamed I had died
You standing over my stone
My lost crying bride
And my empty thrown
............
What have I left behind
In this wake that was life
Do I still linger in your mind
Do you regret being my wife
..........
I dreamed you where so broken
I know that you hurt and lost
Good bye where never spoken
In the end what did our love cost
..........
What have I left behind in the end
Do you remember all that hurt you hid so well
I was always there to help you as a friend
I hope I showed you how to save your self from your hell
..........
What did I leave behind in my wake
Do you remember the good times
When we had no pain to ache
You where my partner in crimes
..........
Did I leave a reason to be missed
All the love we shared
With those nights with a lasting kiss
With our hearts as one handling with care
..........
What did you learn from me
How to be brave and fight
In the end what would I see
How you never gave up chasing that light
..........
Do you know how much I dreamed
How I loved to watch you smile and blush
It was so perfect it really did seam
When you think of me do the butterflys rush
..........
In the end what was I to my love
Was I easy to forget
Take every thing I was and give it a shove
Or did you sit there in silence and fret
..........
I wish I knew what I could say
I hope you hold a happy memory
On those night with the cold waiting for the day
In the end I was never your enemy
............
Forget the wrong that was done
All the of the past
Smile bright when your walk in the sun
I hope love I showed you will last
...........
Know that you are always in my heart
You where a my other half
My most important part
You where that one thing that let me laugh
..........
We were Romeo and Juliet when all said and done
I wanted to take you as mine
Away we would be happy and far away we would run
But in the end you would not cross that line
..........
Even know I wish i could hold you
Our bodys so tight
And whisper in your ear all the things that are true
Every thing will be alright
..........
I wish I could have repaired the damage that was laid
Prove I was not what they thought and where told
I wish that I could show all the love that I paid
And I am more then a number more then just old
...........
I never did try and make you hurt
And all the times I worked to make you strong
Never pushing you down in to the dirt
Was that really so wrong
..........
Did I leave you with some thing good
What did you keep of it all
The courage to do all that you could
And to realize you really are not so small
...........
In the end what was left behind
You standing over my stone
My lost crying bride
And my empty thrown
............
What have I left behind
In this wake that was life
Do I still linger in your mind
Do you regret being my wife
..........
I dreamed you where so broken
I know that you hurt and lost
Good bye where never spoken
In the end what did our love cost
..........
What have I left behind in the end
Do you remember all that hurt you hid so well
I was always there to help you as a friend
I hope I showed you how to save your self from your hell
..........
What did I leave behind in my wake
Do you remember the good times
When we had no pain to ache
You where my partner in crimes
..........
Did I leave a reason to be missed
All the love we shared
With those nights with a lasting kiss
With our hearts as one handling with care
..........
What did you learn from me
How to be brave and fight
In the end what would I see
How you never gave up chasing that light
..........
Do you know how much I dreamed
How I loved to watch you smile and blush
It was so perfect it really did seam
When you think of me do the butterflys rush
..........
In the end what was I to my love
Was I easy to forget
Take every thing I was and give it a shove
Or did you sit there in silence and fret
..........
I wish I knew what I could say
I hope you hold a happy memory
On those night with the cold waiting for the day
In the end I was never your enemy
............
Forget the wrong that was done
All the of the past
Smile bright when your walk in the sun
I hope love I showed you will last
...........
Know that you are always in my heart
You where a my other half
My most important part
You where that one thing that let me laugh
..........
We were Romeo and Juliet when all said and done
I wanted to take you as mine
Away we would be happy and far away we would run
But in the end you would not cross that line
..........
Even know I wish i could hold you
Our bodys so tight
And whisper in your ear all the things that are true
Every thing will be alright
..........
I wish I could have repaired the damage that was laid
Prove I was not what they thought and where told
I wish that I could show all the love that I paid
And I am more then a number more then just old
...........
I never did try and make you hurt
And all the times I worked to make you strong
Never pushing you down in to the dirt
Was that really so wrong
..........
Did I leave you with some thing good
What did you keep of it all
The courage to do all that you could
And to realize you really are not so small
...........
In the end what was left behind
Writing this in memory of my love and best friend.
She sacrificed me to stop almost a year of abuse and anger
because they did not approve of me.
I wish I could have shown them I was not the monster they thought I was and that I hope when she thinks of me she can smile one day and think "I was loved and I am worth it"
She sacrificed me to stop almost a year of abuse and anger
because they did not approve of me.
I wish I could have shown them I was not the monster they thought I was and that I hope when she thinks of me she can smile one day and think "I was loved and I am worth it"
