with feelings so strong & unexplainable,
it's hard for me to put them to words,
and even harder for me to share them with you..

i fear the effects they may have,
the hearts they may take,
the lives they could make or break…

i don't understand why anything happens the way that it does,
or how & why we fall in and out of love,
or crave the things we don't have,
or why are we so clueless to are reason for being here…

it's tiring being in two places at once.
inside two hearts.
its painful.