Thoughts race through my mind. Knowing im living in sin is killing me slowly. this is not what you deserve, this is not what I intended honey maybe we should have known from the beginning
and im sorry I couldn't be better for you im sorry im not the one you thought I was I wish we could have ended different
its time for me to go now I cant keep this going any longer and im going to miss you. you deserve better and she's out there its just not me.