more than a wizard! cavernous in the round -about assumption I am anything else-- I gazed at the wetted street of 6 AM superhighway & thought of how ready I was to die-- ******* binge and a ****** rip of snot to a ***** handkerchief-- ears ringing like a subdued choir of thoughtless Catholics following symbolic dogma to drown-out the itch of erected ***** and wetted *****-- gonna have to tug at the **** like a trainwhistle and tell the passengers that we're about to *** to a stop-- more than a wizard*! baked beans topped on moldy stench bread from pity party church supper and the city does flash-spins in my arrogantly careless high-eyes MAN I am intoxicated as alternative to a singular quiet in bedroom with youtube / thoughts of chest-burn goner lover / thoughts of suicide and debt / maybe only I know the facts and maybe I will learn how to tell them