he said he could see this being forever and i wish he wouldnt have the pressure is on i dont wanna be a heartbreaker so is this it is this my future if it is, is that a bad thing if he is my future why are you the one on my mind why when he kisses me touches me do i wish it was you its just, youre more gentle yet more aggressive somehow too and i dont know if its because hes a boy so he doesnt know how to handle me you made me feel like me completely myself not caring what others thought he makes me wanna be better but why do i need to be better he said he could see this being forever and i wish he wouldnt have