I hate your ego,
I hate that your so mean,
I hate that I always turn to you,
I hate that we weren’t meant to be.

I hate that I cant get over you,
I hate that you make me cry,
I hate that everything reminds me of you,
I hate that I don’t get why.

I hate that your in my nightmares,
I hate that your in my dreams,
I hate that you bring me this euphoria,
Where nothing is as it seems.

I hate that you play me,
I hate that I’m your toy,
I hate that you think your such a man,
I hate that I think your just a boy.

I hate that your not there for me,
I hate that I’m always sad,
I hate that your miles away,
I hate that I want you so bad.

I hate that you put up this front,
I hate that your such a “g”
I hate that every girl loves you,
And that  you said you love me.

But I love the way you talk to me,
I love the way you smile,
I love the way you take my pain away,
Even if its for a short while.

I love the way you touch me,
I love the way you know,
I love the way you hold me tight
I love how you don’t let me go.

I see this light inside,
I know there’s good in you,
And when no one else sees it,
Know that, I do.

I see all you have to offer I know all your flaws

And I try to love you…

But my love is just a lost cause.