today was such a wonderful day it was full of what i love and the people i love but yet i still feel empty somethings missing from my life and i wish i could tell you what is but i'm at a complete loss for words i want to be happy but all i feel is despair i want someone to hug me and just ask me how my day was i want someone to care about what i did i want someone to want me is it selfish to want to be wanted?