I close my eyes and I feel it. I open them and I see it. In the darkness of my dreams I hear it. The pounding of my heart. The choking of my lungs. The screaming of the crowd, and I run. My shoes pound the turf, as my body scales the Earth. All the while these people determine my worth. Even worse it's fun, so I run. I feel it in my veins. The irony of this joyous pain. I live to do it again and again. This seems to be who I am, so I run.