I begin to realize that the more contact I have with people that don't hold any importance to me the more lonely I am.
When we made out
I felt that you didn't belong to me
nor I to you
The thoughts that come aren't as simple anymore
It isn't just "I'm sad" "I'm depressed"
Now it's "I'm lonely in a home that will never feel like home"
"I'm dying every time I smile at you"
"I'm okay and then I'm not"