I'm running again... Away from myself, away from the ***** Disguised as a vacation, sometimes a cruise So I run and I run The camera capturing pictures of fun The beach, the sun, the sand in my toes What's in my head, no one can know I smile, I laugh As I get on the plane, I'm ready now to play the game The happy traveler, alone in my head Wishing and praying, I was just dead I'm good at pretending You'll never know How unhappy I am I'll never let it show