I'm still 17.

Are ages really that important when the same thing you have wanted since you were real little still hasn’t come into your life?

It seems dumb because I’ve had opportunities, I think
Like at the dive bar, when he gave me a drink
Or shouted, “ *******” from the seat of a car
When I didn’t want to go home after the bar
Or texted," Come by! Watch movies, and chill!"
But I didn’t answer cuz I’m not on the pill
Is this how you start dating?
Is this what you do?
I kind of hate it
But that’s how we made it