I remember the day she let him in
It was the same day I lost her
Our after school phone calls
Turned into ones at 3am
Where she was crying
Too ****** up to know I was on the other end
Bragging about accomplishments
Became bragging about the new things she sniffed
Talking about kissing boys
Became talking about *** she barely recalled

I remember the day she let him leave her veins
It was the same day she was mine again
She called me telling me about rehab
And I swear the light
That had disappeared in her voice
Was back
Tears shed from my cheeks
My beautiful mess was back
Please stay