Where were you when he touched me where he shouldn't have? Where were you when he bruised me from trying to over power me? Where were you when he hammered the nail on the wall in my back? Where were you when he painted my face with disgust? Where were you when he traced his finger prints on my thigh? Where were you when I needed someone to burst through that door and help me fight him off? Where were you when I threw myself on my bed, drowning in my pool of tears? Where were you to tell me it wasn't my fault he felt the need to violate me? Where were you when he made me feel like I'm not human, Like I'm an object. Where were you when I had to protect myself from someone high on testosterone? Where were you when I had to protect myself from someone 5 times stronger than me? Where were you when he made me fear stepping out the house?
Where are you when I lose my breath while passing his house?
Where are you on nights like these? When I can't sleep because I'm terrified that he can walk in at anytime and finish off what he started.
Its not your fault that what happened, happened. I'm just here, still devastated, Asking myself where you were when that ******* explored me.
It will always hurt, It will always scare me, it will always haunt me. Argh I'm being such an emotional blob right now & needed someone/something that will hear what I have to say before I try to drink my problems away again, what else could do that besides poetry?