Maybe some people are meant to be unhappy,no matter what. Even though it seems their life is one that many might envy of, they're still feeling like they are being chained by the ordinariness of life and perpetually wishing the wanted adventure that so many seek but so little find. The constant wondering about what it's like to be whole again is eating them away and they can't understand why this void is always coming back, even when they're happy, even when they seem happy, even though they're actually been pretending the whole time. That's the thing about life- some are predestinated to be reckless souls content with the every aspect of life, while others only dream of being that close to what they might refer as happiness. Nothing is sufficient and everything is seemingly empty and the help is oh so needed, constantly echoing through every fiber of their being.