i sit here and i remember how i used to see your eyes as universes and i didn't think the world was small until then i remember how you asked me not to hurt you and i sit here very confused on how my heart is laying on the ground when you were the one that was worried i was shaking when you told me to put my mouth on that pipe and then you called me high when i told you i was a bird they say "put on a seatbelt" is the same as "i love you" but all you ever told me was how to put it on they say fourteen people die a year from night terrors but why are my fears you suffocating me when the whole town burst into flames at 11:10 why did i wish for you to love me at 11:11