Stuck!
Stuck in the deep clutches of love!
Where to go! I love him!
But I lust for him!
How he looks at me makes chills move up my spine.


Love
But how he loves me
its to much.
Im too good for him
But its too late Im in too deep.


LUST
His lust,
His kiss
His look
His touch
His everything.


Love
But His love
Unconditional
But the chains are coming out
the fear of hurting and making a mistake.
but would I be losing happiness?  

Im not a toy,
So why do I feel like one?
torn between both men!
who will win?
Maybe I'll find the answer at the bottom of this bottle.
Maybe on day I'll wake up and I'll know the answer.

Who knows.
But the LUST is strong.
The LOVE is strong but growing demanding.

Where do I go?