There is a clock resting above a fireplace that hasn't seen a fire in twenty years. It is fifteen minutes slow and it has been for quite some time. I used to take it off the mantle and manipulate the dials so as to allow it to correctly display the time. And my mother would turn it back again. I never understood the reasons for this, and I still don't. And god ******, this clock has no significance and this metaphor slipped my mind as soon as I thought of it and I can't think of enough ways to say I'm sorry.