I should have crashed the ******* car the night I drove alone, I could have ended the twisting if the knife you stuck in my heart. I am always looking for someone to blame and finally someone fits the shoe. I hope you know how terrible I feel that I wasn't good enough for you and I know you want to spit on my face and send me straight to hell but let's never forget that you are no angel. You have risen and you have fallen and just because I have some baggage doesn't mean you don't either I am drowning in these tears