you were unstoppable you were addicted not addicted to me but addicted to lying to me
you lied about your story, your background, and most importantly you lied about your feelings.
i woke up one day just to realize how every single word you have ever said was never true
you didn't mean what you said and i knew it And I stayed, (Convincing myself that maybe, Maybe you have a morsel of love for me.) i felt it, but you kept denying it you kept saying you were telling the truth
do you even know what the truth is?
i doubt that you are unhappy i doubt that you are lost i doubt that you are lonely i doubt that you are insecure
now i understand i was just a game that you kept winning
and now i am the game you will always lose
Stumbled upon a draft of something I wrote about a year or two ago when I was in a toxic enviroment with someone I love dearly. I drenched myself back into that pain so that I could complete this today. I have to conciliate with the person I was back then because I am in the now and that isn't the person I am now, that's what counts right? There's no use crying over spilled milk, just pour another glass and move the **** on with life.