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Nolithando Nov 2014
you were unstoppable
you were addicted
not addicted to me
but addicted to lying to me

you lied about your story,
your background,
and most importantly
you lied about your feelings.

i woke up one day
just to realize
how every single word
you have ever said
was never true

you didn't mean what you said
and i knew it
And I stayed,
(Convincing myself that maybe,
Maybe you have a morsel of love for me.)
i felt it,
but you kept denying it
you kept saying you were telling the truth

do you even know what the truth is?

i doubt that you are unhappy
i doubt that you are lost
i doubt that you are lonely
i doubt that you are insecure

now i understand
i was just a game
that you kept winning

and now i am the game
you will always lose
Stumbled upon a draft of something I wrote about a year or two ago when I was in a toxic enviroment with someone I love dearly.
I drenched myself back into that pain so that I could complete this today. I have to conciliate with the person I was back then because I am in the now and that isn't the person I am now, that's what counts right? There's no use crying over spilled milk, just pour another glass and move the **** on with life.

— The End —