why do you fill me with artificial love
and give me artificial smiles
and tell me hopeless lies

you are ripping my heart out of my ******* chest
and tearing me in half and I can't bare it
and you wonder why I'm so depressed
all I ever wanted was for you to stay

I'm never ever good enough
They'll always be a flaw in me
that you only magnify

We put up these acts
we beg for each other
but treat each other like a push away

Stop throwing me away whenever you don't get your way.