This cup of crushed ice is what I imagine my heart looks like, At least what it feels like. Pour some mango *** on it... Now that's more realistic. I want to burn my skin; Hear it sizzle, feel it crisp; Slice my thighs because they'll no longer feel your touch. Deprive myself of sleep Because I'll only have nightmares, Not dreams of you Like I used to. Even though I've already lost you, I can't let go.