when you leave bite marks on my arms they turn a little rouge and i end up trying to convince myself that they say i love you even when your lips don't it's quite chilly out and your teeth marks still trace my skin with little indents and little bits of her all caught up in your teeth.
goosebumps
it is now December and my skin crawls like a shedding snake it's snowing and the days are really quite short but i still remember the way your hands felt
even after they were inside of her.
leathery. callous.
shivers
there's some cocoa by the fire place for us. and i put my lights up this year in hopes that maybe you would come find me and call my arms home again.
but you never even looked back
written last year a few days after you left.
we're now two months away from the anviersary of your absence.