When I feel lonely, I feel as if I am in a world all by myself. Everything I do is always a failure. But when I accomplish things sometimes I feel a lot better, because it is me Doing the work and nobody else.
I have good days, and I have bad days. But when the bad days out weigh The good days, I feel that I cannot go on. When the good days out weigh the Bad days, I will be able to hold My chin up high and say, "I have not failed."
I am in this world, too. I have a voice in this world. I will be able to go a lot Further than what people give me credit for. I really do not have any hopes or dreams. I am just going with the flow of what is About to happen next.
I want to feel that people care And that I can to anything. Even when I have a tough time, I feel stuck, because I think It is part of my illness and part of the economy. I want to be set free. I want to be able to make Enough money so that I will not Be a prisoner of my own mind.