she dances exactly like you
did when we played music loudly upstairs
and you eventually ended up on top of me
you wouldn't let me roll over and
years later at prom you came towards me
I felt like I wanted to ravage the deepest parts of you,
the parts I had left scarred and broken,
I wanted to ruthlessly love them until
you would never be whole without me
someone saw and said, you are not allowed to
look at her with those eyes, I know because I do those eyes
little did she know that I find myself giving those eyes
to people I'm not allowed to look at with those eyes
like her, today, she who is so much
and exactly, and yet
so far from you.