moral tamponade: resisting the existing pressure against my breath; the right in wanting, the wrong in settling - the confliction in my conviction for both *** and respect;
must the two be mutually exclusive?
I don't do that catch and release type of relationship **** - no predator/prey - just equally matched competitive exhibition: rotate the roles of top and bottom, pleasure and pleasing, we are in need of fire breathing;
I want purity in purpose, practice in form/I want limbs to be tangled and words to be torn