Experience is subjective, but maybe it's like Jung said-- our collective unconscious shares our pain even if we don't wish to do so. Maybe we're not as perceptive to the hive mind in the duration of normality but sometimes I feel it, I understand it, the connections in my dreams. we're an inversion to the universe, one of many indefinitely, Observing in our pocket of humanity-- trying to find a reason to be that doesn't have a clear outward manifestation.
ii.
I don't believe in purpose, that's something we made up. fate and destiny are not at subliminal lines of a universal intention but what culture wants us to think.
iii. I'm a cosmic accident, but I don't mind-- even accidents can do good things.