A nightmare that is always in my mind
A jumble of thoughts that I cannot grasp
Making me very weak, confused and blind
My monsters are crazy they feel like rasp
Over again I can no longer breath
They drag me to horrid depths drowning me
Choking me bringing me close to death
I’m scared of life and I’m ready to flee
I’m screaming but there is no one around
Alone believing everything is hopeless
They say they’ll fix me, I'm nowhere to be found
I’m starting to think trying is pointless
And when I woke up from my dreadful dream
I realized it wasn't  quite a dream