it's the same as before or the other time or the time before that. here's a **** and here's a **** and here's trouble.
only each time you think well now I've learned: I'll let her do that and I'll do this, I no longer want it all, just some comfort and some *** and only a minor love.
now I'm waiting again and the years run thin. I have my radio and the kitchen walls are yellow. I keep dumping bottles and listening for footsteps.