Selfishness
He's let down all who try to help for those who were suppose to let him down
He stares at the pills
The pills mock him everytime he plans his demise
He wonders if his soul will become the sky's
The tomorrow he wishes for will never be
He watches the people around him look forward happily
Why can't that be me, he asks why can't that be me?
His reality is something he wishes could have been unseen
With his hands buried in his hair he realizes selfish is he
Hate for so much, angry at who he's suppose to love
Angry at the the pills that he knows could end it all
The mirror is tainted he thinks
Tainted with his presence
He believes he is not worthy of his reflection
Leach of the earth, leach of those he loves
Opens up to none, none that can solve his problems
He stares at the pills
The pills remind him once he is gone, gone is never again
Selfishness
Himself is all he believes
Love is irrelevant to his existence
He knows that the pills will give him no relief