A disturbing lack of interest has risen to the surface struggling for purpose while school work seems worthless unimpressed by the standards set or perhaps just pensive wondering where the road leads next the feeling that textbooks only hold answers for paper tests not physical, substantial assessment That ****** diploma a chain keeping my brain and body locked to this spot, this location when my very essence yerns for motion for some cosmic lotion to apply to this burned romantic helpless, maybe, but awakened none the less even if I can't be bothered to laze over homework two weeks and it'll be no work to fall from the sky back into my old house and maybe her eyes