Just give up, Stop caring -im a lost cause. Just forget it, Love kills - i want to feel strong. let sadness take me - And happiness fade so far away. Let pain feast up Make it last forever, please. Listen to me - I dont need your love. Watch me closely - I am okay without you! There are places Ill never go Experiences Ill never have Believe me- im good with that. I like the way Sadness tastes. I am addicted to This pain. Just give it up already Im a lost ******* cause.
from the point of view of Jon Salt from the novel Intentional Dissonance by Iain Thomas.