open the hand that wants to grasp and reel in the heart that has grown roots in her garden the tearing away of flesh from soluble bliss in red liquid heartbeat shipwrecked and home at last covered in the colors of her royalty we are already at the top hillside mansion chasing her through endless changes-Β Β doorways shed rooms aside cast clothes into closets without doors wild wreckless abandon on black rooftops an hour before sunrise we were tripping blindness bound encumbered in each others flood the bubble burst and the casualties of love lick their wounds in the cold light of morning