Pressed into the mattress, there's a sheet over my head
I'm screaming for some end cause I'm tired of being dead inside
Every mistake haunts me for years
I disappoint everyone around me
Can't keep a ******* job, barely graduated high school
Don't even talk to my friends anymore
These tears should be forbidden, I don't deserve to cry
I've just brought shame and disappointment and agony and anger
I've no right to be sad when it's my own ******* fault
I just can't move when I **** up every time I do