I'll let you all know that I'm fine.
even though I'm not
I'll even tell my therapist that everything is great.
when everyday is war

I know I have no friends
even though I have laughs with   people
I know that no one really cares, or thinks about my feelings
but thats okay because I'll never bother another one again

I'm only sixteen, and I wanna throw it away.
I won't say goodbye
I'll never fall in love again.
I promise you, no one wants me.

I'll tell my psychiatrist that I need 10 more milligrams of celexa.
so I don't turn to illegal drugs.
*******, I wish i could float out on my sea of sound
only so I could.

AND god ******* ******, I wish i was happier.
there's no reason for this one, just because..