I woke up with a different self and other inside. They were a bit depressed. I think I have billions or so others and selves inside. So, in order to cheer us up, I did some meditation practices. It helped a little. We're still a trifle bummed out, but so be it. We are a delusion of electro-magnetic bio-chemistry, or so I think. I'm here somewhere, but I don't say anything in my old familiar voice. It's OK though, we're happy often.