i don't know
and i don't understand
so stop saying "why?"
because i don't have
the answer

i don't know why
she explodes
but she does, and i can't stop that

i don't know why
they hit me
but they do, and i can't stop them

i don't know why
i can't do it
but i can't, and nothing can help me

i don't know why
i feel so sad
but i do, and you can't cheer me

i don't know who
i am
and i won't find out

so you might as well
just go
no more than one should suffer
i'm probably going to fall to the floor
but hey, it might be for the better
but don't you dare fall with me, or try to raise me up
because once i'm down the spectrum, it's hard to lift back up
and only one can suffer, two is much too much