I see you struggling even though you say you're fine. You don't need to hide behind all the pain and lies. It's hard to believe that you can't see, all the things that make you unique. It breaks my heart to see you struggle, especially knowing you only do it because you're stubborn. I know exactly who you are and will be if you let go of all the hurt. Break free from all that stops you. Open up your heart again so you can enjoy all the things you used to love. Stop wasting time with the one who is crushing your soul. If they lived you from the beginning, they would have been there for you in your darkest hour. There is someone who loves you and will never give up.