Dear past self:
it gets better. I promise.
but until it does, you're kinda gonna feel like someone lit you on fire and pitched you into an endless abyss along with everything you care about while the whole world mocks you from above and you will be humiliated.
oh, also, it's gonna HURT...but it's worth it.
...even though it really doesn't seem like it right now.

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