the sun reaches down into my corner that I am hiding in ruined as senseless can be trembling cold yet feeling warmth of Light, hiding in the corner, not yet fully seeing the brightness the sun is offering. A fire is burning yet it pales to the dark, I am used to. My vision needs re-igniting into life and hope and dreams so long dark, here. The clouds always gathering a shadow into my being from long lost souls, grey seems the brightest part of time ticking, pastels and ochres blues cram inside my tendons live a life so intimate from dread and where I see Love gone with damning habit. Into the dawn of dark I dared to tread. Left all good: spite and doubt became my bed. My head lies on bedrock my back aches.My companion is constant. In this dark head. Yet, the sun reaches.