The glare of the monitor is a bit much tonight. I turn it a shade down, though the button is hard to find in the dark. I left my lap tray with the book light in the dining room and it's too dark to go looking for it now. I shouldn't even be on here. It's way late and I am way tired. Unfortunately, loneliness causes awesome insomnia. So I got on here to maybe find some company, but so far that hasn't happened. So I am writing in the dark, struggling to find the keys, and writing this scribble, which is taking twice as long as it should. You would think the screen lights would illuminate the keyboard a bit but somehow it doesn't work like that. I can't understand why I feel like I could use a pair of Ray-bans right now but I can't see a **** thing. Anyway going to shut her down now and lie awake in the dark some more. I really hate being alone.