breathless you can even hardly breath, because of the pain in your chest.. . . tears rolling down, and you start to shake you can't take this **** anymore..
sore you feel your chest gonna be exploded, all you can do is crying.. . . you already hit the ceiling, you're so furious, and you wanna hit the wall, with you bare hands -it doesn't hurt though, *if you compare it with your heart now
He thinks, you will never leave him.. ooh, I beg your pardon, mister..