I want to enjoy life to the fullest, eating my heart out, enjoying these heavenly cookies without a care. But as I eat, guiltily, the weight down below gets heavier and heavier, and thoughts of judgment and looks, they begin to come back with a vengeance. I'm enjoying life right now, but I will pay the price later.
idk. eating cookies rn and feeling so guilty cause I'm fat as it is and i srsly need to work out more... but they are soooooo good omfg.. >_< predicament of my life... love to eat but can't eat anything in fear of judgment of newly gained weight...