In the unbroken smoke, where the cream on the coffee can choke an unwary cat that's where I'm at. I didn't look for it,book it,get this life at cost,so **** it, I never asked to be here, the price I must pay is too high and I fear I will die. The sanatorium, humorously called a gated community where electrodes are placed on my brain, is that normal or sane? what kind of people are these? I can walk as I talk with the trees in the garden that's known as Gethsemane where I feel all alone but know that nurses are tailing me. The smoke drifts away there'll be no shocking me today. Napoleon comes by and he waves and says 'Hi' I say, 'not yet'