There a fire under my seat

forcing me on my feet

it’s begging for me to keep moving now

.and it’s chasing me

i’m running aimlessly

into the distantce it follows me now.

—and when i start to give up i ignite, like infinite rays of radiant, glowing sun shine. & i’m gleaming with strength, determination swimming through my veins, as i’m blooming in the bright lights.

—When i doubted myself i was scared

for this journey i felt so unprepared.

and now i’ve got my guns, and they’re dusted off, ready for the war.

and if i hurt, if i bleed

if i start to become weak

i can coax out the life that resides in my core.